Numbing Rumblings 2007

So many times
Lingering in my thoughts
I want to know the reason behind it all
Demanding to make the pain and hurt go away

But each time the struggle gets harder and harder
Was it pride?
Fear?
Or was it resentment?

Let it be
Let it just whither and die
Not wanting to ruffle its feathers
But this time it took a little longer

Lie still...
Blankly...Quietly...Peacefully

Waiting to be reanimated back into life...

速食爱情

到底有什么道理
是自尊
是执著
是遗憾
是害怕寂寞

是爱得太深
所以我 伤得这么重

速食爱情 到底是什么东西
昨天的甜言蜜语
今天就感情不再

相爱无梦

一个过活 盼抱着情人
一对过活 又挂念谁人
到了话要分开 你我尚有恻隐
又再探听对方新闻
即使一起貌合却若神离
分隔两地日夜挂着愁眉
再各自结新欢 却暗地拿你去比较
现有的始终偏袒你

﹣ 張智霖

空白

独自坐著
面对著萤光屏
凝视著 空白

寂静的夜渐渐的亮了
传来的鸟鸣 确扫不去那片空白
一切都在甦醒中
疲惫的身影 确不曾熟睡

爱．倦怠

我以为我已把手轻轻放开
让失落的心 慢慢的释怀
但我却还沉迷在那不再的未来

伤还未癒合 心碎的感觉 还那么的熟悉
牵你的手仍有余温 但已感觉到你渐渐退去的热情

是累了吗？还是已经没有了感觉？
还爱我吗？还是已经厌倦？

真的不想醒来 面对你对爱情的倦怠

What Hurts the Most

[Never found a song so close to my heart....'cher...just want to share this with you...]


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret

But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

- by Rascal Flatts from Me and My Gang

我怀念的

To Remember...03/05/07 10:00PM...

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动

假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

Love Changes Everything

Found this old MV by Michael Ball.

'cher...Thanks for sharing this song with me.
Thanks for what we shared...though short...
I'm grateful though sad to let it go....

- from Aspect of Love