How do you leave the past behind
When it keeps finding ways to get to your heart
It reaches way down deep and tears you inside out
Till you're torn apart
-- from RENT the Musical
Never thought things just spiral downwards like free falling objects for the past weeks. Already feeling so lousy for the month of October with work and emotionally drained and tired, having to cope once and again with the broken down communication.
What's wrong with me?
What is it with me?
Am I such a difficult person?
Why are people putting me down?
Do I deserve not to be happy?
Am I so full of myself?
也許坦然面對或許是走出自我的第一步...
